Today.

She's alone in the hallway writing her math. Teaching you there's nothing left. You've got to push until you're dead. The last thing you mention is the thoughts in her head. Unheard of.

Today I wanted to do something useful but I never got around to anything but causing trouble. I know all of this looks kinda emo or whatever. I don't think I'll fix it until some one tells me to. Today I played piano and worked on my book report some, but barely. I posted a link to this on my myspace and I wonder if any one will actually look at it, I doubt it.

I'm hoping I can hang out with my friends this weekend but I'm not sure. My book report might just occupy my entire weekend including Monday(which we have off for report cards). One B isn't that fun? I really don't even care that much about grades. Wonder how many people actually do in my class right now.

My favorite person in the world lives quite a bit of a ways away... sometimes I wonder if that matters. I love him tons and trust me he knows. Haha.

Lets see while I'm giving you a whole summary of my life... My mom's a clean freak. All my friends think she's the nicest lady ever but you haven't met her until you've seen her go on one of her "rampages". My dad always just gets out of the way and smiles politely when I say she's on a rampage and tearing apart my stuff. Heh. Shows you how much he knows not to interfere with them. My dad's really my favorite but shhh. Mother calls me her baby because I'm the youngest in the family but trust me if I wanted to be a little itsy baby who pukes every where I'd tell you.

I don't consider myself smart and I don't expect you to consider me smart either but I hope you like me. I love comments and that kind of stuff. Makes me feel special. Anyways you'll probably get to know me extremely well and sometimes I can seem blase(my favorite word ever) but a lot of times I'll make it sound way better than it is. So, maybe eventually I'll get people to talk to me. For now my stomach's in a knot of hunger. No lunch or dinner and I believe its snack time. haha. byyee!